| Well... I'm leaving this site. Moving completly to my other one. I have just found that my problems are no longer eating disorder related, and I no longer identify myself as someone who has recovered from anorexia. My life is just more than that now-- which is good. I may be back every once in a great while to check my messages, but other than that I'm out. If you dont currently know my other xanga site and wish to stay in contact with me, shoot me a message and I'll be back in a couple of weeks to check on that. I love you all, and thank you so much to all the people that have been so influential in my recovery over this time. Thankyou especially to Josie (Still_Beating_Strong) for all your encouraging words, Moonys_darkness for your in-your-face harsh words when i needed them most, Lauren (stop_butdontjudge) for being so understanding and for all the millions of hugs, Jen (darcy_spirit) for being that girl who showed me i wasnt alone, and Laura (y_do_u_care_87) for all the open conversation and always "holding on with me". I am purposefully not shutting my site down as proof that RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE!! Love to you all and goodbye.
~Jen |
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| So. I'll be starting school agian soon....on the 25th. I'm excited! only one semester left and i graduate and enter the "real world". If only I felt more in control of my life right now. |
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| its so strange how something that should be so simple has become unbelieveably complicated for so many people: to live. |
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| Its amazing how life experiences that hurt so much can teach us more than we ever could have immagined. Its amazing that even though these experiences hurt more than anything we have ever felt before, we wouldnt trade them for the world. Praise God for learning from pain. |
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